this problem will never go away........will it?

so i keep running into the same problem over and over again no matter what the site......older men trying to just have casual sex with 20 something year olds......hmmmmm which i wouldnt mind maybe a 10 year difference but this is a 20-40 year difference. These ppl are my parents and grandparents age. i guess all the men my age dont care and only want younger women...the whole find, fu*k, and forget or older courger women who can pay for everything. so what am i to do as a single mother? i guess im supposed to be single for a while before a guy comes along who actually wants to stick around. Maybe ill find someone in 10 years or something....but who knows.....i guess pipe dreams dont ever come true....so are we to make a new one? or are we supposed to still follow the one we originally wanted since we were small children? What are yours? where did they go? did you ever get what you wanted or are you delaying then for some reason?

men of a certain age....

why do older men feel the need to find a women 20 years younger than them...and only to have sex with? lets be honest i dont think they care to have a family again and start over or a real relationship life at that point is just sex and finding their young streak again......so why go to all the trouble well youll always find one girl who is low in self esteem! so at that point its easy to get what you want and when i say in low in self esteem  i mean a girl is who use to rejection and always eager to please everyone else. so in the end everyone standards are lowered and someone gets laid and someone feels like shit......its the cycle of life!

the song of my heart

i love how some songs say exactly what your feeling, but when you try and express this to a person it doesnt come out at all........then when you try to show them by a song they dont think your serious....How do you solve this problem? i honestly dont think in life you can if they believe you then they do, but for the most part people just listen someone else...like having a little devil in your ear....and we do this for acceptence by the people we call our friends, now im not saying that they are bad they can help you look at the other side so you can make a more informed decision and a better one.....but the song of my heart if always sad....why never happy? you tell me

Thoughts while baking....

So last night i went to talk to a friend and it got me thinking how much life changes...my daughter will only hear about my life before her it still amazes me what my parents did as young adults. So i think it will be the same for her. Its funny how much stuff your parents do when your a child and you have no idea. Then you hear about it when your old and your really wow i cant believe you did that, because lets face it most marriages arnt perfect so at one point there is going to be a slip up. So what will my daughter think about me or her father when shes old enough to understand and process it? around 16 do i tell her the truth or something nice that shesll want to hear. I want to have a open realtionship with my daughter be more of a friend then mother......so she will talk to me about everything and like hanging out with me....but who knows. I dont even know what kind of relationship shell have with her father, he isnt around much now? so will be want to be around or give up on the whole idea.....

Love online?

so i have realized if you contact a guy on a dating site they never want to talk to you even though you know that guy is not out of your leauge lol. So i guess it still the only way it works if the guy messages you and most of the time your not attracted to them and then if you are there is usually something wrong with them! So either way its not a win, win situation!So what do we do? Wait for someone to come along in work? or go with the world and try to find true love online? or have we already been in love once and now its broken? you tell me!